I’m ok

January 12, 2010 at 8:46 am | Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Really, I am ok, I know things sounded really really bad in the last post, but I do have a lot of support around me. Not only C, but also my church, and my friends (and my knitters!!!). It’s just when I get hit like I did on Sunday I need to vent and that’s just what I did.

Right now I’m trying to keep myself going by diving into work (which I love) and spending time with my friends. Sunday is going to be very rough… I am going to tell my Mom something I’ve been keeping from her for 2 years and it may destroy any relationship we could have (which is why I’ve kept it secret). I’m going to make a list of everything I still need help on with the wedding to let her know that I haven’t cut her out completely and give it to her (folded) before I tell her. After she’s heard, she can decide if she wants to help me still or have anything to do with me.

We’ll see what happens.

For tonight, I am going out to a knitting guild meeting and I’m fully intending on enjoying myself and laughing a lot and surrounding myself with the company of supportive wonderful people who are amazing friends.

I’m so glad that I don’t have to go this alone anymore.

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  1. no, you don’t!
    this blogging is great

  2. I have a few choice words for your mom after what she pulled on you. It sounds completely inappropriate and completely self-involved. If she’s putting her needs first then you need to do the same. Do things that make you feel good and good luck with your mom the next time you see her.


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